Not a bash, but I'm tired and have red eyes.

It's 5 am. Here we go without stopping. GO..

A lot of my friends are starting to grow into new people. I like it. I hate it.
Sometimes Ill stop and think about how it really does seem like yesterday when we were all 16 and I just got a new car.
I used to drive around with my friend Jill and make her listen to Coheed. (She grew to like a few songs don't let her lie)
I never really did anything normal, or crazy while growing up. And now as I'm almost 23..I thank God for that.
I don't smoke, I don't drink, I don't have a drink here and there, I don't get all dressed up and "go out", I get all dressed up and go to dinner or on a night walk downtown, I've never smoked weed in a garage with people while listening to Incubus, I never fell in love when I was 13, or 15, and I never did anything that I thought my parents wouldn't like, and I never went to parties, and I never tried pills.
I don't understand why most these are normal progressions as we grow up. And I don't think any of it's wrong. I was just never there, never saw it. Later in life I saw a few of those things finally ruin my parents relationship. Which doesn't help as to why I thought a lot of it was wrong. But it's not the main thing. However, I did used to think it was wrong, but now I usually just laugh and realize I've been waisting my time.
I do like things.
I like to play golf with my friend Aaron, Aaron and I can be completely off the wall and on the exact same page, every Tuesday I meet my buddy Joel at the bar and he'll have a drink and we'll talk about our lives, I like to listen to Switchfoot late at night, I like to actually watch the stars, I like to pray to God about everything, I like to sit around a room with a bunch of friends and laugh about nothing, I like to work on being a better person, I want to marry someone crazy and fun and have kids more than I want peace on earth, I like shitty music, I like playing video games with my friend Gary, I liked skateboarding from 3pm until 10pm when I was younger, I miss Jill from high school, I've liked writing my thoughts down since I was 14, I liked never dating anyone while growing up and then growing up and having all kinds of issues with girls all-at-once, I like rebuilding, I enjoyed watching basketball or listening to music when I was 14 and 15 over anything else, In high school Aaron and I used to drive around and yell at people and that was our night (inside jokes were born with our own sense of humor) and I always liked hearing people laugh, or laughing myself.
I wasn't calling anyone out, but I probably was. If I did, I didn't mean to because, well you didn't do anything. Haha
Finals week is coming and I'm right where I want to be.