It's there if you wait for it, or not.

It's really odd to only see it for so long. It's right there in front of you, yet it's so far away that you can't even see it. It kind of looks awkward and innocent. It looks kind of like the beginning of your life, with a touch of God. But, you never get to truly experience it. You just get to see friends who have found some kind of common ground with it. You get to see friends who just use it because they can't journey alone at all, not even for a small amount of time. You get to see friends who have completely opposite takes on it fall for people with completely opposite takes on it. You get to watch someone drown away in it while the other one still sails their golden ship. You get to listen to people think they have it down pat because they think their journey, though it be hard and long, will make sense to someone with a completely different take on it, yet they listen to be nice. You get to see it make some people so mad that they'll swear to never feel it again, while on the other hand they can become so happy that it even makes God jealous. You get to see it take 25 years until it decides to leave the two people that took an oath for it. But hey, you also get to see it take 22 years until it decides that you wont actually be seeing it anymore because it's made contact.